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Hello (:
Sorry for not updating , currently buzy. Yes do believe me , cos i`m lying .
hehekhek , anyways . Edited some stuffs on tumblr. Hope the outcome is nice [: I`m currently doing nothing . Yes , from morning up till now.
heello (:
Things have been great , well kinda ? Thanks for the tagged Ell , i really appreciate it . I miss my dear friends very much . Plans to go out , all didn`t turn out right . So . we didn`t went out this holiday . ): Neeh , it`s okaay , one more week to school re-open , and we can see each other faces , heh , almost everyday ((:
Talking about school re-open , i have not touch on any of my works. Bummer ! Such`a lazy ass. I have.to.start.working. Anyways , Aika and I promised each other to concentrate on studies , and do well for ENDofYEAR , and well other exams. Yea , we promised . I`m trying really hard you know , as you see, I have been telling that to myself countless times and no, i didn`t even buck up . Words are easier said then done (: But I really need to , and this I need help . Okaaaey ?
19 June 2010
I went to Malaysia , with Mummy . Yea , atlast i was able to go out with her . I miss her like *toooot* . Had an argument with Daddy before I was out . In the end , i just salamed him and went out . I`m sorry Daddy . I really want to see her , if not when ? Next 5 years? . Went to Woodlands and met up with Mummy . Took the bus to Mak Long house . Stayed there for an hour plus , then cabbed to Simei . Took the car and went to Pasir Ris to fetch Kak Nana .
First stop in Malaysia was nenek house , yes , I miss her and datuk too (: Went makanmakan , then urut , then back home .
The next day , went to Giant , and then home and then to makan (: haha , went home at around 4 pm . ((:
Today , 21 June .
I`m werking today , yea , and also tomorrow . God Dammit , i`m lazy ): heh , Weking at Funan , if boleh drop by and entertain me ah ! haha , okaey okaey , byebye
I have been feeling rather delude / galled towards myself . I don`t know why but i really need some help . I don`t like sharing my dilemmas with people around me thou’ i know they`ll be there for me . I tend to bottle up my frame of mind whether it is , downtrodden / riled , to myself . I feel like i have been ‘counselling’ others around me when i can`t even manage my own life . What a dumb ass -.- Thou’ life has been tough , i try to think of it as a challenge from god . To overcome it , without looking back .
I admit , i have preeminent people around me . Some in which , i dare not loose. I`ll like to thank my girlfriends ; Aika D. Martian , WanieChincilla , Nur Amirah , Ellyzaa Conrad and Fitri Rozlyana S. for making me at least smile everyday and keeping me accompany when i`m world-weary or delude . I really cherish our amity (: And also to my family members , which is now more closer to each other then before . It really makes me feel thankful for having a you guys . I`m sorry for those animosity-ness I have been showing to some people around me. I know what a stance.
I just feel like running a way for a while . To somewhere i can actually mull over and also cogitate on life . I know , i have been acting all boorish towards parents , and i feel culpable already okay ? I know parents , my attitude and all is the discrepant of all my other siblings , but please ? I hate to be compared.
In conclusion , i would like to seek an apology for whatever i have done . Whether it is ,something big or small. I`m sorry ((:
Hello Hello (:
Sorry fr not updating yesterday , i was busy outside , yea . And it waaaas A-W-E-S-O-M-E !
Well , yesterday was kinda of like a family bonding kind of outing . It was Abg Hakim birthdaaays as well (: First , went out with Bonda , Ahmad , Silmi and Me to catch a movie . Went out at around 3.50pm . Went to Cathy , CWP . Wanted to watch Karate-Kid , but we were late , so we went to watch the A-team (: ,atfirst, thot it wasn`t that fun . But i was wrong , it was THUMBS UP ! VelyVelyVely fuuun ((: hehhh. After the show end , called Abg Hafiz , Abg Hakim and Daddy .
Went to fetch daddy at Bukit Batok MRT station , waited fr 15 minutes and then zooom off to CWP to fetch Abgs. Afterwhich , we didn`t know where to eat. Me and Silmi didn`t want to eat at Marsiling , hehhh (: So, we went to eat at RP , Sakuraa . Total cost was about $194, but it was worth it meeeen ! Ate so MUCH (: hehhh , keep on walking to the buffet to take food ;D Our family ate the most ,haha ((: Smuggled out , two plums because we can`t sumbat anymore food in our mouth , haha .
After that , went home . Drove to the carpark and then went to the kedai to get coke , since there was Brazil vs South Korea match later on . While walking home , we went walking at the long-path. In the end , we exercise skejap ahh kat fitness corner . VelyVelyVely fuun , laughed alot , ahah . Smapped some photo together and took a family photo in the end , hhaaha ;D Self-timer mode ^^ Taaak puaspuas , after one shot we took another one, then another one because taaak cantik we pose , huaaak~
Reached homearon 11 pm plus , wash-up and watched the tv until 3am , went to sleep and woke up at 12pm todaaay ((:
hehh , i enjoyed yesterday . Shuld do tht again okaaay family ^^ Ily((:
psps ; todaaay sejuk gilaaaa seh!!
The one of th RIGHT (:
hello Shyazwani Ramle , huaak ~ my beloved cousin , HAPPY BIRTHDAAAAAAY ! Daa 14 aay , haha (: Called her in th middle of th night to wish her HAPY BIRTHDAY . How sweet was i , NOT ((: hehe .kaay laaah. See u tomorrow/soon , dont know laaah, BYEBYEBYE
happy birthday again , and to yr bro too ((:
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